I ask him the same question. How serious do you take your vows? There are only two options. Fight or quit.
He cries. He says "it's too hard."
I turn away to eat my own dinner which is no longer appetizing.
He sits himself up and starts to eat his soup. He says he will try. I pray.
Love is a feeling. Commitment is an action. I tell him altar calls are about recommitting and that's all I need from him. A commitment to fight for our love. For our relationship. For our life. I can't do this without him. I won't let him quit.
Keep him in your thoughts. He's really struggling emotionally and mentally with all of this. And me too.
I am praying for you both and you families. May God give him the strength to east one more bite, take one more step, to do everything just a little more than he did the day before.
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